Saturday, March 13, 2010

False Alarm

Lately, I was waiting terribly (I admit, for 3 days only) message on my cell phone. Every time there is no sign of a yellow-covered-letter on the upper left side. I felt a heavy weight on my chest, making it hard to breathe. I know this could be real annoying, I almost feel like crying!

Finally, (4th day) few minutes after I had woke up, I heard my phone message alert 3, surprisingly, siya na pala ‘yun! Well, and that made me respond, what he might think “dramatically”. Then, I guess, good fortune keeps distance from me, I was saddened by his response. Haaay…

I was wondering what I had said for that very abrupt change, I suppose, I sensed something “unusual.” I believe it takes constant effort to tell the truth. But you know what? No matter what happens, I’ll always understand, perhaps I am assuring all the time that things will be as “usual”.

Yes, this is what they call transitions – life is full of transitions. Better yet, I need to focus on the present blessings, the present joy (?) (safer to say, the joy I had)

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