Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Luke 6:33

Lately, I've been thinking of a sensuous story which later on I would, as a form of text or chat on YM, I would share it to someone. I should be glad because it worked! After exchanging lots of "kulitan" 'til midnight, I reminisced the old days we're both OL way back on my college years, and not long enough when he admit something that terribly upset me and with loss of words I managed to quit our texting and simply said "...babay."
I know I'm wrong! I am in the midst of owning his time in me, yet, I messed it up! ^_^

A number of weeks then, here is another chance for me, overwhelmed by his presence, now on YM! I made my usual pick-up lines and for a hundred-minute, nothing revelation had said I joined our usual chat room, but then, aside from the bossy booter who forced me to leave the YM room, I had few minutes left on my online account. So. I end up telling him I'll load up my phone.

Patiently, I waited for his response after my registration on Globe has done. Unfortunately, for half a day, I never heard my phone sound "ing! ing!" 'Til I made my last words for him. "...blah blah blah...God Bless." Uh-oh How pathetic I was! Finally, I woke up miraculously that afternoon, got messages from him and asked for my apology. I should be glad, but my resentment is over me. My bad!
I know I'm wrong! I should have spent my load wisely! ^_^

Passed a week, before Hearts Day, I posted a greeting, you would rather thought it is a snub when you got a zero word from him, but, it's better to give with no expectations at all. Say, the other side of thank-you is a genuine kindness.

Luke 6:33 "If you do good to those who do good to you, what credit is that to you?"

Surely, Jesus wants us to do good to people who, in no way pay us back.

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